Day 234 - COVID-19 Vaccine

Ahhh. The Covid-19 Vaccine. 

I love conspiracy theories.  LOVE them. Sooo much fun, entertaining and oh so engaging.  I just love chasing those white bunnies down the hole.  It stimulates my mind, keeps me distracted and the most fascinating point of all: it keeps me separated from others within the mind-set that there is someone else out there somewhere that CONTROLS ME, makes decisions for me and boy-oh-boy do they have EVIL INTENTIONS. Hahaha.

So bear with me here. I realized a long time ago that the 'powers that be' are not separate from me in any way.  We're all playing out our minds in the same exact way - for me, specifically, that addiction to control.  And if we're talking about evil.. damn, the shit that has gone through my mind .. evil -- here, insert the blinking eyes and shaking the head at disbelief of what I have become capable of.  A real face-rubber.

We've got to be self-honest here.. if it happened to me having the 'luck' to be born in a 'certain position' would I not be any different?  Self-honestly, not likely.   Even if I had a 'morality system', even if I had been 'raised differently' even if for whatever reason I thought I could make a difference, we're still working with the system here people.  We didn't create it and because of this it's hard to understand sometimes and within this, difficult to come to terms with ... seriously makes no sense. But. We go along with it.  That fear of being tossed out of the pack runs real deep.

Back to The Covid-19 Vaccine.  Here in Maine USA, the governor has said that the front-line health care workers are getting it first. Poor fuckers.  You're the test-cases. You're the monkeys. I feel for you. But.  How long have we been testing this shit on animals without giving a fuck?  Reasoning, it's best for humanity?  Interesting how Karma, for real, works out. You can hate me for saying it - not the first time ... that's the times we're living in where life is at the wheel.  It's actually reeeeally fascinating how life has pretty much bypassed other beings taking our consequence and we're actually going to have to step up.

So let's talk conspiracy theories.  Here we go. Here's the fun part:

"OMG, they're going to chip me -- it's happening!" Haha. Sorry. We're already chipped.  I just find this one so funny because of our cellphones that know everything that we're doing, hearing everything, and literally tracking every where we have ever been.  Google wants us to rate our experience, right?

"OMG they're poisoning us?!?" What. Really? I can personally attest the crap I have put into my body .. all in fun right? My decision.. I did it and still do. Partying, processed food, and bleaching my big white down-alternative comforter.  Not to mention the vaccinations we've already had before we were ever even aware that vaccines may not be the best for us and our bodies.  So what makes it different when someone else is deciding for us?  Do this or be kicked out of the pack? That's where we're going.  What are you actually going to decide when it comes down to it?

"OMG, it's going to change my DNA!" Again. Really. Is our DNA that fucking precious, that golden, that sweet spot in reality? Look at what we have done here.  Are we really 'all that'?  You know we're not. I'm not going to take the next 15 minutes to articulate this because we already know we're assholes. Let's be self-honest: we're afraid of change, afraid of death, afraid of what we don't know.

So this is what I'm seeing.

Let's lean back and see how this goes for the front-line people. Let's support them in anyway that we can. Let's Facebook stalk them and give them hugs and comfort whenever we are given the opportunity to do so.  Gratefulness for taking this on. We're all on the unknown here.  In my life I do not remember a time like we're living now (I'm humping up on 50 years).  Let's embrace this within the realization that we're all each other has - no 'things' or belief is going to save us.  

Myself, I'm just in complete curiosity at this timeline.  Where does it go from here? How can we make the best of what we have been given? What are we going to create? How are things going to change?

[EDIT] For those who have taken the time to read.  I have become Agreeable. Meaning: I have in the past taken the stance of 'I'm right'.  I have seen sooooo many times that I'm not 'right'.  So, I'm curious.  How do you see it?